Tuesday, November 10, 2009

听听歌

一直都很喜欢品冠的歌曲。他的声音虽然没有大起大落或具有超强爆发力,但在他歌声中总是能找到比较踏实、诚恳和温馨的感觉。所以每次听到他的歌时,会让我心情好些。今天没有特别失落,但也没什么值得开心,就是好烦好烦,想得太多,还是一样没得出什么结果。

想分享这首歌,让我心情稍微愉快的歌。非常甜蜜,虽然也非常不真实。李宗盛的作品。

(anyway 我一点也不喜欢光良的那把声音。)

身边 / 品冠 光良

坐在你的身邊是種滿足的體驗
看你看的畫面 過你過的時間
天也晴了 花也開了 微風也沉醉
雖然你不說話 卻也早已萬語千言

分分秒秒顯得清澈又珍貴
只有你才能給我這種感覺
不管心多疲倦 夢想還有多遠
有你陪伴一切都無所謂

我要陪你擦拭每個昨天
相片 日記 書籤 有暖意慢慢浮現
我要用默默的體貼 讓你睜開雙眼
看見昨夜夢想都實現

我也願意幫你打掃房間
把身體好好鍛鍊 好讓你覺得安全
讓你記得我的優點 無論任何時間
對我非常想念 非常想念

我也願意幫你打掃房間
把牌技好好演練 陪你母親打八圈
為你寫下盈淚詩篇 感覺就像觸電
才會對我想念 非常想念

我也願意幫你打掃房間
幫你的爸爸戒菸 幫你兄弟姐妹買早點
讓你時刻覺得很炫 生活過得很休閒
對我非常想念 非常想念

今天在家几乎把所有时间用在听歌,总觉得歌曲的词汇似乎明白我现在很困惑的心情。其实有时我也会越听越伤感,但还是很佩服那些作词作曲人能把一首歌的感情带进听歌的人的内心。

刺猬 / 温岚

最后一抹的微笑
在转身之后
我闭上眼哭了
仅存的一点点骄傲
华丽的外表终于丢掉
很彷徨很孤单 是寂寞或
悲惨 一个人该怎么办

像是刺猬般防范
伪装的勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上 一片无
声黑暗 心痛的大声呼喊
我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象 哭吧

像是刺猬般防范
伪装的勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上 一片无
声黑暗 心痛的大声呼喊
我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还
傻 刺猬的坚强全都是假象

我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象 哭吧

Monday, November 9, 2009

I'm sick.

Am I sick or what?

Why do I feel like I dislike meeting up with people.

Why do I feel like I don't even want to meet close friends.

Why do I feel like locking myself at home and not having fun with friends.

Why do I feel like in my whole world, I only have my boyfriend.

Why did I stop opening up to people other than him.

What's wrong with me?

I was supposed to enjoy organising meetup sessions with long-lost friends, close friends, or perhaps a group activity.

I was supposed to be more bubbly, cheerful and filled with positive thoughts.

I was supposed to have more friends than I have right now.

I was supposed to love outdoors better than locking myself at home.

Why am I doing almost the opposite of how I used to be like?

Seriously, did someone manage to see my problem because I really have no idea what happened inside.

I just know I'm super low in energy, why.

It's cheesy to say it's cheesy



We had Astro Boy for midnight supper on Saturday. Been waiting for it and well, at least it didn't disappoint me. In fact, I was pretty impressed that a cartoon
film can actually make good jokes, keeping Jingfu and I really entertained
throughout. (:

And did you know Nicholas Cage voiced Dr.Tenma? I failed to recognise him though I watch his shows so much. And Freddie Highmore (The boy in Charlie & the Chocolate Factory) was Toby! Viktor (in Underworld)... Dr.Elefun! That's something quite unexpected don't you think? Entirely different role and totally different image, fatherly uncle to Astro Vs. Ruthless Vampire in Underworld. Haa, interesting.


Before the film began, we killed time by walking around Lot1. It's scary how Jingfu and I are so addicted at playing those UFO catcher machines. We tried to limit ourselves but never did we keep to our budget by saying make this the last game. But last night was one of the times we spent the most little. Yes, with actually less than five bucks, I caught Cookie Monster. This one is really cute, and don't you just want to say, HA-HA-HA, when you see his big wide smile?




Today, Darling and I spent the afternoon at my place. He slept for hours while I did my stuff before we headed down to Vivo City for dinner as he wanted to have something special to eat. Before we filled out stomach, we were at Level 3 admiring the giant christmas tree out at their roof area. Under the night sky, it's really bright and glowing away.

Dinner was finally settled on Hong Kong Kim Gary Restaurant. For some reasons, we always end up at some HK cafes, like xinwang or streets. This time I would say it's really more worth the trip down, worth the money, worth the walkings around vivo, and worth the waiting.

It was like a set dinner thing that comes with a drink and a soup, where you choose from either cream or borsh. Baby had the white one (cream), while I took borsh just to try out both of their taste. And yes, HK cafe so it's definitely teh. Nothing very special here. What impressed the both of us was the cheesy baked rice that came along.





Mine was a fish fillet baked rice and his, some seafood combo i think. Basically, just very CHEESY. I would say it's really better than the ones I've had at Xinwang. The cheese and rice are soft, not chaota like those you eat at other places as if they're overcooked. Jingfu's seafood, according to him, is fresh and tasty. And the fish fillet I've got is delicious too.

We kinda regretted ordering the Bacon and Cheese on potatoes, not because it's not nice, but we were really so full we couldn't take anymore starchy or carbo food! The cheese was so cheesy, it made us so full! But cos' I didn't want to waste the potatoes, I managed to squeeze it into my stomach, ensuring the last bit was savour down my throat.

By the time we finished eating, it was already kinda late. Slow walks to the station where we bid goodbye at Outram Park, it was more convenient for both of us instead of having him to send me back home all the way since it was going to be even later anyway.

I walked home from Hougang station, thinking yes I need exercise! I decided to be more strict on myself and not eat junk so much and unneccesarily, in fact I worked out last Friday with the Teck Ghee students. Perspire so much because I haven't kick for a long time due to the lousy-injured left leg, but at least that's my first step to something and hopefully it would help me NOT locking myself at home so much. :)

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Feels Like Home by Chantal Kreviazuk

I watched The Notebook after seeing a short video clip of the movie tagged with this song. And when I watched The Sister's Keeper, and hear this song again, I felt something. And as the Now Playing list is playing this song, would like to share it again.

And this song, yes for some reason, I always feel for it.

Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life

If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

A window breaks, down a long, dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see, through the dark there is light

Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you are making me
I never thought that I'd love anyone so much

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way the back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

I've been piggying

We ran about 2.4km around Jingfu's neighbourhood on Sunday night.

My body was signalling me all the while throughout the run that I've not been running for a good few years. The last time I ran such a long distance is probably during the final year in NYP doing the physical fitness test. I really really hate running, it's boring and slow.

But well, you'll be surprised why we ran that night...

Fu, "Very long never run already, I look at my running shoes, like very long never wear."

Me, "Tonight lor, after your class!"

Fu, "Sure anot? ON LAH!"

Sometimes, I surprise myself.

I can't believe I was the one who initiated to do the run with him that very night.

Shoulder muscles were very tense, am I too nervous or what. After the run, my legs went a lil'wobbly. Goes to show how long I haven't been working out. (In fact, I've given up on doing wushu routines for years too.)

For some reasons, I'm still proud of myself to have completed that distance, even if to others, it's short. :) *patpat

Last night, I initiated, yet again, to join Jingfu, Ziwei and KK for a ride around Choa Chu Kang. It took us more than 1 hour before stopping at the coffeeshop for supper. I was starving by the time we reached, actually the hunger started to fill me when we were only halfway through the journey lor! WEAK!

And then I thought, yes cycling is so much relax and enjoyable then running, haha! Love cutting through the wind, cool! At least we can still chitchat along the way when we're worn out. (Actually, just me who's dying.) But I still made it, even if it means wobbling cycling action! :p

Thanks KK for literally backing me up. :D
Sorry that I caused you to go like 10km/hr yesterday ):

Thanks for waiting up too, I know I'm probably slower than a snail!


Baby, change my pedals pleaseeeeeee! :D
and hor, are we really gonna swim, bike and run on Sunday? NOOO, we're swimming and flying kites only right? :)))))))

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Happy Birthday Ziwei and Siyu

Consecutive birthdays for two of my great friends.

It's late to blog now, but still HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I'm so surprised that Siyu didn't ask me out, guess she's got plans that day to keep her happy! (: We had an advanced birthday lunch the other day which is sort of like a telepathy as I wanted to text her but she text me first to meet me up! It's like how her sister and my sister are getting married soon, haha.

Anyways, we went out for a birthday celebration for Ziwei.

But just before we met up with him in the evening, we bombed the aracade with cash. Besides the big bag of sweets, we brought home with us, that cute tail, another tweeterbird, and doraemon. Don't you just feel like hugging him when you see that expression on his face, awww!

Moving on, Jingfu treated him to Long John Silver, because of the craving! But after that, we also went for desserts at Aijiteh. My treat this time (:


We've got nothing to do after dessert, so I suggested we play pool. (Suppose to meet Shunlong and Ruiqi at 10.45pm, Outram) But after walking to Peace Centre, we realised we might not have enough time to play a game and move to the meeting location. So change of plan! We decided to sit around at Crystalbelle, erm doing nothing. (And Ziwei constantly asked me why we're here and what are we doing.)

Headed to the KTV Lounge when it was about time! (: Shunlong, Ruiqi and surprise guest, Aiktat, joined in after a while.


Brought in the cake when the clock striked 12.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY FUTURE CREATIVE DIRECTOR!

Having that said, we continued jamming songs till the night set in and... Home sweet home! :D

Hope you enjoy yourself Brother! :)
(OH, we're both TAN and TANs are very nice people, hee)

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

When you wish upon a spark

This year Mid-autumn Festival is pretty much special to me, in the sense that I get to eat many types of mooncakes from different hotels and restaurants. I believe the craving developed since last year because I did not have much of it. In fact, the thought of it right now, makes me feel like eating the icy snowskin!

Every year, Jingfu and I never fail to play candles and sparklers! He's always the one who came surprising me with over ten packs of candles and sparklers too many to play all.

This year was slightly different. I was the one who asked him out on the Saturday night for our usual hangout with the fire. You know, romantic. But it turned out to be a group party of dangerious fire stuns and flying fox.



Headed to West Coast Park that night. Didn't know what we did that day but time seems to pass so quickly, even my camera battery seems to run out so fast!

I set many many timers for our brainless fun, throwing sparklers everywhere.


Countless attempts getting the spark to fall above us like a rainbow. Just imagine the number of times I ran up and down standing by the camera. I can imagine too, passerbys looking at us doing our stupidoos. Haa.

Other brainless acts by myself and Jingfu.

Me,"Hearts hearts hearts." and Jingfu, "Shuang daodaodao!"

Then, we started to sit around play some candles, after the sparklers were almost finished up.



After lighting up some candles, it seems like there's nothing much we can do anymore.


So, the guys started to try their dangerous stuns of making bombs with the remaining sparklers, burn paper and cardboxes, lighting up hands, and throwing lighters into fire so that it will, kaboom! (Video uploaded on facebook.)

Later that night, we shifted to Mcdonald's. Had a rest and watched soccer match.

Yes, and they guys also had much fun with the flying fox where vulgarities started popping out of their mouths. Apparently, their dangerous stuns were really dangerous. Video will be up on facebook when I find time for it :)

That night totally reminds me of how our fighter squad at Sports Team used to gather at Punggol Park doing all these nothings. Miss those times.